This post in inspired by one of my friends, "cold blooded, warm hearted."

So, I am a very affectionate person and I tend to give my entire self into a relationship, not head first, not feet first, but full bodied. I've realized that I need to become more stoic, I just need to learn how to "dance through life" and just let it come.

I don't want the guy to feel clausterphoic nor feel neglected. How much is too much and how little is too little?

Maybe it's because I haven't found the person that's compatible to me, but I feel like if I am able to control (withhold) more of my emotions early, I'll be able to become more marketable as a boyfriend and it'll last longer than just 2 months.

I've already started to started to go to restaurants and movies alone, becomeing more self-reliante when it comes to affection.

So the guy that inspired this post is in a psudo-relationship that I really respect. The guy that he's been "dating" has had some tough trials recently and is a baby-gay, so my friend feels that his guy needs his own space. My friend doesn't want to get hurt and he doesn't want to hurt him, so they're just having fun and trying not to fell too hard for eachother.

To be able to survive a gay-male relationship, you must learn how to be "cold blooded, warm hearted."